Just...here...

So, no posts for a while, huh?

I can explain.

So many want me to update, and I have tons to write about (my trip to Dallas in May, my mom visiting in June, 4th of July, my new job, VBS, my dad visiting in August, my sprained ankle...what else am I missing?)  But the truth is...I'm not motivated.  I have been writing my story, and that takes so much of my mental creativity.  But I don't think that is all.

I've started working part time at the vet, 3 or so days a week, and it is nice to get out and be around people outside of just moms...and nice to get away from just...me.  But I don't really fit into this place.  I like to try to be social, at least make the day nicer to talk to people and get to know them a little better, but it keeps being met with a wall.  I'm the newbie...outcast...and I think it is hitting my self esteem, already low as it is.



So how do I explain the blog?  I can't even bring myself to upload the pictures taken from my awesome camera I got for Christmas...or even my phone.  I wonder how far back I will go when I finally do...

I'm just not...motivated...